The hectic week somehow becoming an eye-opener to me. Every one is showing their true colours. It's not that I didn't notice it before, but it's getting more obvious and it's hard to look into their eyes the same way again. People you somehow believe can at least help you who turn out to be as selfish as the others too. It's just the second year and if everything blows up, I don't think I can talk to them anymore. It's just the matter of time, and patience, and I hope I can handle it well when the time comes.